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Mar. 26th, 2006 06:10 pm

i worked allll day and i am FINALLY FINISHED wiht my research paper on subcultures: hippies.
hahahaha. yay.

Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: janis joplin

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Mar. 21st, 2006 04:22 pm I thought I would update for those of you you actually read my LJ.

+my new roommates, Jacquie and Nicole are the BEST. > 225 baby yeah!
+my new suitemates, Lauren and Kaitlin are so cool too.
+I am already much happier and it is more noticable than before.
+SPRING BREAK ROADTRIP DOWN CA COAST AND POSSIBLY END UP IN MEXICO (with Ross & Eric) is coming up soon...

-I have to start writing my research paper.......... the draft is due on Thursday. oh dear.
-I have to look for a job, and a place to live for next year.
-I have to sign up for another classss sooon. before march 31. because MUSTAFA dropped me before i had a chance to do it myself. failing is bad.

that is all. for now.
now, for that paper...

Current Mood: busy

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Mar. 11th, 2006 02:16 pm

last night was the funnest night in a long time
im sooo happy elle nicky and taryn made me go
and donnie gave me words of wisdom...
and elle did my makeup and picked out my outfit
and made me look all cute
yayy (i never "get ready" when i go out... its just whatever im wearing and im good... but for last night it was fun)
and last night was just amazing
since my last entry was kinda worried about how last night was going to go
but everything worked out
-♥-

this morning it was THUNDERING
and RAINING
i LOVE thunder and rain

woodstocks anyone?
fer sher!

Current Mood: loved
Current Music: soul meets body-death cab

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Feb. 5th, 2006 04:42 pm new year calls for new times

even though the past week might have been kinda shitty,
the past 2 days have been awesome.

Current Mood: happy

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Feb. 2nd, 2006 07:21 pm

yay
im happy.
a cute boy is coming over to see mee!
and we're gonna hang out.
and fuck dave.
in the fucking ass.
mo-fucking player!
i feel so cheap. so used. so... i dono
its over
and im over it kinda.
mostly.
well im over it more than i would have been if i still freak out constantly. i dont.

ahh tomorrow is my "confidential letter" meeting with trop. fucking trop.
whaaaatevvvvvver.
next wednesday, im gonna try to get to NORMAL
should be fun.

im proud of my self cuz today i spent 3 hours for ceramics lab on the wheel! yayyyy........ artsy liz!

im getting my hair finished finally this weekend, hopefully, i hope i hope!

Current Mood: tired, but good
Current Music: bright eyes-digital ash in a digital urn

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Jan. 29th, 2006 02:00 am

sometimes people turn out to be someone else than you thought they were.
and life must go on.
and im working on it.

i am home in the park, annnd its very nice. i needed a breather.
i had to get away for a bit.
my roommates and i went to rach's 21st bday party last night
and it was good...
until i saw dave.
then mike and kaylea.
but i have to get over it.
whatever.

i just need to remember everyting that went on last night, so i can forget about it.

Current Mood: pensive

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Jan. 27th, 2006 03:55 am

I AM HAPPY TODAY.
I WOKE UP AT 2. DROVE TO SCHOOL. HAD CLASS FROM 330-530.
MY MATH TEACHER IS ARABIC, HE TALKS TO HIMSELF IN ARABIC. HAHAHA.
AND HE'S WAY INTO IT. MAKES IT INTERESTING. SO ITS NOT BORING.
& BABE'S COUSIN IS IN MY CLASS, WOAAH. HOTT ARGINTINIAN BOY. AHHH.
AND NOW ANNE'S GONNA BE IN WASHINGTON SOOOOO CLOSE TO CA WOOOOT! (ANNE, YOU BETTER GO!!)
AND JAMES ISNT PISSED OFF AT ME THANK GOD. HE'S A COOL KID.
SO IS MIKE. I MISSED THAT KID. AND ALL THESE TROP BOYS.

TOMORROW IS RACHIE'S BDAY PARTY WOOOOT. IM SOOO EXCITED FOR THAT TOO! FIRST OFFICIAL PARTY WHILE SCHOOL IS IN SESH, AND ITS GONNA BE SOO MUCH FUN!



I TALKED TO MY ROOMMATE, AND SHE'S WAYY SWEET.
I HAVE TO ADMIT I LIKE HER ALREADY A LOT BETTER THAN MY OLD ROOMMATE.

ok! i have to call kristin and taryn and nicky now! gotta get this thursday partay started! woooot (yay no 8am class tomorrow thank GOD)

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: bright eyes-take it easy (love nothing)

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Jan. 16th, 2006 07:19 am

so talking is good. so is brokeback mountain. good movie. soo good. kinda sad. but good. and im glad i got to hang out with nicole before we go back to school next week. it was a good day.

for the future: i ask people to please not make assumptions. its not cool. no matter how much you think you know about something, you really have no idea.

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: tegan & sara

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Jan. 13th, 2006 01:29 am ..t.w.o..t.h.o.u.s.a.n.d..a.n.d..f.i.v.e..

5 People You Met in '05
+Nicole/Kat/Lindsey
+Abi/Michelle
+Taryn/Nicky/Ethan/Robbie
+Joaquin/Bren
+Bender/Dave/Donovan

5 Places You Traveled To in '05
+ Newbury Park
+ Santa Barbara
+ San Diego
+ Auberry
+ LA


5 Inside Jokes from '05. No explanations necessary
+ ___(e.g. sad)____face ___(e.g.) armond!____ ---> baked face twiggy
+ the blondes/today is a good fish? day?
+ the disgusting sentence
+ i found my fucking SOULMATE!!
+ every day is a spanish soap opera

5 Favorite Bands of '05
+ Led Zeppelin
+ Jethro Tull
+ Bright Eyes
+ Lynyrd Skynyrd
+ Sons & Daughters

5 Favorite Moments of '05
+ new years' eve
+ good early times w nicole like jeff's 21 bday & the cookie.
+ Estee summer
+ Camping-doobie fest the whole week was my fave
+ getting my first job at my dream job-starbucks hahaha

5 Resolutions for '06
+ stop smoking as much
+ dont worry, be happy, go with the flow, what happens will happen, or what is supposed to happen, will happen
+ not waste so much of my time on people who dont care about me
+ learning how to say no.
+ Finding me

Current Mood: high
Current Music: bright eyes - Lua

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Jan. 9th, 2006 07:39 am

hahaha look at this! i didnt know he's a meangirl!!! hahahhahaha


Which "Mean Girl" are you? by skimchik7
Name
Age
Hair color
How Fetch are you?
How mean are you?
Your character is...
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Jan. 9th, 2006 03:55 am bold=agree, italics=ohh god i do remember that, underlined=holy crap. all 3=i was a cool kid

You know you're a 90's kid if...


You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"

You've worn skorts and felt stylis

You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club

You use to love playing with The Littlest Pet Shop

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.


You wore a ponytail on the side of your head and had fluffed bangs

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten

You remember reading "Goosebumps" (well, i read one and it proved to be the dumbest series ever so i quit those)

You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off" (dosent it have to do with the way the moon changes?

You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. (beauty and the beast)

You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. (something similar)

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.

You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

" Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE FENCE FENCE"
he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubed he's toe oe oe and thats the end end end of the elephants show ow ow


You remember boom boxes vs. cd players ( i had the crappiest boom box... then i got a cd player adn still call it my boom box actually...)

You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"

You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac and Vicki the Robot from "MY Little Wonder"

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"

You played and or collected "Pogs" (before i moved to SB i found all my old pogs and slammers sooo cool!)

You used to pretend to be a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger

You owned a Skip It

You had at least one GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You thought it would be so cool to be Alex Mack.

You know the Macarena by heart.. LOL

" Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You thought Brain woud finally take over the world

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Jan. 8th, 2006 07:44 pm poem

They were never so comfortable
than they were there
Flowers without their petals

It was indescribable
I had the words right on the tip of my tongue
but i just could not figure out what they were
i just knew that they were good
They are good descriptions
but so good that there were
no words to use

The ocean is one big truth
One day the shore is there-
just like one day he tells no lies-
The next day the beach is no longer a beach
but rocks-
just like the next he cant be true
that cant be true
someone please tell me its not true

That night in the dark of the room
his shadowed features
seemed so right
so pure and true
Its easy to fall
even easier to just keep on falling
I want to believe him-
that he will wake me up in an hour

But by the time I'm awake,
he is gone
Only smoke ghosts of parliaments-
his cigarettes are here, but he is not
Turned completely into shadow

Now i'm confused
and i'm not too sure
maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me
maybe i was too deeply under the influence
and of feeling like i could trust him
Maybe it is all just one big trip
that not even the smartest kid could explain

As i looked out at the ocean
i realized for sure that at least the ocean
will still be there tomorrow
they ocean will never play eye tricks or mind games
or be confusing in the slightest
no questions asked

Just keep going back to the ocean
and I will be alright

Current Mood: nostalgic

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Dec. 26th, 2005 11:43 pm

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sinfulserventthe_mad_princetiffdudetwiggystickswhoaemilywhoaa_dead_awake__walkingbyxx
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Original by [info]teemus. Modifications by [info]whitez.





so, christmas was good.
clothes, shoes, rilly nice uggs, a bob marley calandar, fun times.
<3

Current Mood: content

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Dec. 23rd, 2005 04:01 pm

"It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride, for Christ's sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what? When you least expect it, something great might come along. Something better than you even planned for."



quote from lindsey's AIM profile... its good.

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Dec. 23rd, 2005 03:54 pm

i am finally done with christmas shopping!!
yay.


hung out with katie today outside starbucks...
ahhh gotta love the starbucks...

next time you see bobby, kick him in the balls for me.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: journey

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Dec. 21st, 2005 01:57 pm dont waste ur time on me ur all ready the voice inside my head

STRINGBEAN WAS THE MAGICAL CHICKEN VILLAN IN AQUABATS
(not a banana... where'd i get banana from???)



last night&today has been good.
its just what ive needed.
(real people)
are always chilll...


*i met a cute boy, too...*

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: blink 182-i miss you

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Dec. 21st, 2005 03:12 am

10 year reunion like woahhh

i dont know what to say. lately im at a loss for words. sadly. words have always been my thing.

i guess im losing myself. i dont know who i am anymore. but thats weird, cuz i never did know.

whatever. i apologised, and i got lectured anyways. lovely.

(do i really not matter?? what the hell is that supposed to mean??)

i looked, and no i did not drunk dial anyone. only a very old friend. its not like this person who i supposedly called NEVER drunk dials ME for that matter... because he DOES...

and im getting tired of it.

wellll whatever. im over it. i just had to vent. im done now.


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on a happier note, i went shopping yesterday with mom adn rach adn got ALL of our christmas presents... soo exciting. and i got stuff for suities, adn other trop friends. i wish i got them before break started, so they can enjoy them now, but its ok i guess. i also need to finish knitting rachael and nicole's scarfs. rachael's gonna tell me when to stop, but for nicole, im just gonna use both rolls of yarn. or however much it takes to make it longish. cuz i dont know for sure how long she wants it.

annnyways.

Current Mood: blah

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Dec. 13th, 2005 04:42 pm

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ok so math final sucked. oh well one down 2 to go, im gonna squeeze in some more hanging out time wiht my newfound trop friends and others on tues night, then im offffff for NP tilll its over. yay.
go me
mike liked the present! kaylea and me got him shoes! awee he's soo cute.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: the cure

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Dec. 8th, 2005 09:33 pm

yay i finally rearranged my dorm!
and i have so much space! yayyyy its AMAZING how much a difference a tiny change of direction makes. ohh god. come check it out! yayyy

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: something corporate-she paints me blue

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Dec. 1st, 2005 06:52 pm study break..

HASH(0x8ecc314)
Neville Longbottom
Your match is the sweet, shy guy who may not be the
Quidditch star or the company president, but
loves you completely. Snuggles by the fire and
a secure home life make you feel completely
cherished.


Who is your Harry Potter love match? (for girls)
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Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.

Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Jets to Brazil

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